lose my mind

lose my mind

Everything seems to go so wrong

Maybe you were right all along

The choices I've made are slowly killing me

I'm going blind from what I can see

But all in all, it all seems fine

As I lose my mind

Deeper and deeper I sink in

I don't know where it started or where it will end

I try harder and harder to forget

But the harder I try the more it's set

And I'm running in circles and out of time

As I lose my mind

It seems like it wasn't so long ago

When all this didn't bother me so

But as it goes on it just gets worse

My salvation is my curse

And everything I try to get ahead

Only puts me further behind instead

I'm running slowly and walking fast

Try to get away from my past

But every step I take further

Brings me one step back, closer to her

It seems that love can be so unkind

But it seems alright

As I lose my mind

I can't sleep and I can't stay awake

I work harder just to get a break

I try to hide in the everyday

But the mundane is driving me insane

Monday comes and Sunday goes

I'm counting on fingers and counting on toes

I have to borrow other parts too

Counting the days till I have you

I'm starting to think I should be confined

As I lose my mind

I already know what is my cure

All I need is to get over her

But since I know that'll never be

I'll have to convince her to want me

I hope it wont take too long

Because I'm running out of things in this song

The words are getting harder for me to find

As I lose my mind

~Me